you know what?
i'm crazy stupid.
i got lots of stuff about to fall down on my head thanks to procrastination, laziness, and a healthy dose of fear and denial.
i can only blame myself and i know it.
now i must deal with the consequences, my wedding in less than 2 weeks, family coming to stay and sub plans. crappy crappy sub plans. crap. crapola. shit on a stick.
shoot me now please.